I am starting to believe that most the people I have been interacting with are completely fake even though they don't think they are. I mean I know I am not perfect, but I am not afraid to admit when I am wrong. Basically with this new discovery I have decided to give up or cut myself off from people and just start from scratch. That is all.

I have been upgraded to lame. Go me.

I don't understand people at all ( Read more... )

I love Lakota. We had an awesome Friday night together and I was even blessed by her presence for a short time tonight. I have always respected her, but I think she is ten times more respectful and amazing now that I have gotten the chance to actually talk to her. Okay, that is all for now because I am tired. She is still great. The end.

I keep having a dream about this guy and it is driving me crazy. It is like I can't stop thinking about him, yet I know I am not that attracted to him. Not that he isn't attraction material because he comepletely is. I think it is because I don't know him well enough to be attracted to him ( Read more... )

I feel like I am swimming. Well, trying to swim ( Read more... )

I lost my socks and I can't walk. My life is just perfect. The end

You are a fake. You are a fraud. You are everything that you accuse others of you. One who is quick to point the finger at everyone before you take the blame, if that ever even happens. I wanted what I knew wasn't there. I wanted answers that would never be given to me. You didn't stab me in my back for I could take that standing up. You laid me ( Read more... )

So these past few days have been kind of been shitty for me. I have only had one real reason to smile and it doesn't happen often. I am feeling like 90% of the people in my life are fake and the relationships that I developed with them were always fake. I can count all the people on one hand that I am feeling connected too right now. (the ( Read more... )

I am over it. I have moved on to bigger and better things. It was all just a waste of everyone's time. I love Allie and I will stick up for her because I feel like I am suppose too. I also love McCaskill because he is there for me and listens to my rants. It is late and I am tired so I will write later. If you aren't in my life anymore then it is ( Read more... )