update, update, update.... - about death

Mar 12, 2006 22:28

What to tell? It seems difficult to explain. A few days ago, it was my paternal grandfather's 80th birthday. He is very old and weak, and therefore not capable of big parties and celebrations. If I went there, I could only stay briefly and not stay overnight. It would take 4 hours train travel to get there and 4 hours back. And it would be as ( Read more... )

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eonparabol March 29 2006, 04:46:49 UTC
I can tell you, that being isolated is rough, even thou it might start out okay for awhile.
I can relate to those thoughts myself, growing up. But we can never shake the fact that we need a companion to trek life's ordeals, no matter how much we've focused our feelings to trust no one.

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graeme_qewe April 17 2006, 22:37:40 UTC
Uhm, yeah, maybe, I don't know. You have become very philosophical all of a sudden. More philosophical than me, and I even study the damn thing.

Partly I can understand you, and partly, I think time alone can be so benefitial. It ensures depth into your personality. I guess it's just the buddhist within me.

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eonparabol April 18 2006, 06:53:02 UTC
You're right, I agree.

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sorry I missed you... bluenaivete April 8 2006, 22:12:41 UTC
It's a lie what they say--you can never go home again. I wish you could. I'm sorry you can't.

You left me a message awhile ago, but I don't use bluenaivete any more! I'd be tickled if you added me as rockyvii. Good luck with the move!

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Re: sorry I missed you... graeme_qewe April 17 2006, 22:39:02 UTC
but, but... I don't want to go home again. Never ever! If there's one thing that is worse than where I am now, it's where I came from.

And of course I will add you Adrienne!

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