Everything I see, smell, hear, touch, or anything reminds me of him. God, it is so hard from not bothering him and calling him. I just want to hear his voice. It is like my heart is basically beating out of habit. Everytime someone closes the door to my building I think it is him coming back home to me, everytime I am done with work I look to see ( Read more... )

TEN random things about me ( Read more... )

I have finally reached S.D. with Rod. I miss my parents more than I thought but me moving was the best thing for all of us. I can't wait till we go visit them. I love them more now than ever for accepting Rod and I moving in together ( Read more... )

I don't know what else to say except things have been up and down but all is good in the hood.


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Maybe my ass should just go back to the city.

This is were we will be on Saturday August the sixth:

TBA in SD attending the System of a Down and Mars Volta concert

kthnx, love you babe.

First and foremost i'd like to thank the three men that pulled me in last night; Danny, Gabe, and Rod. Danny thanks for clearing my mind and setting it straight. Gabe even though we have our riffs and our raffs I am glad you come to my side when I need you. Rod, thank you for coming and making my life that much better; I will always love you ( Read more... )

"I ...
I know I could make it right, if I could just swallow my pride."

- K. West & Common on episode seven of Chappelle's Show second season

"D isthem AN": You know I am not one to tell you how or what to think ( Read more... )

So here is the end. He broke up with me for who knows what reason. But whatever, right? If he doesn't care, why the fuck should I? There isn't jack I did wrong and I am me, if he doesn't like it someone else will come around and like it, right? He chose it to be this way. More his loss than mine. I was mature the first time I was ever involved with ( Read more... )