dear you,

if i put as little effort into this relationship as you do, you'd dump me.

love always,
me.

i don't like to think that i'm being needy ( Read more... )

it just makes me sad to think about, is all.

and it's always just before i go to bed, that i do think about it.
just in time to remember that i'm sleeping alone.

you took me like a gust of wind.

and then just like that, you were gone again, as fast as you'd come in the first place.

i've been to a lot of funerals in my life ( Read more... )

she just left ( Read more... )

i don't really use this thing anymore ( Read more... )

you sang to me.

still, to this day, that was the sweetest thing anyone's ever done for me.

fuck you.

now i know, i was just a fill-in.

maybe i'm just sad because i know that this is too perfect for you to ever consider anything more with me.

maybe i'm just sad because at least she got a chance, and i won't even ever get that.

there, i said it. now i'm not lying about it anymore.