im sure this happens to other people but it seems so unique to me. do you get those moments when thinking of how much someone loves and cares for you makes your heart swell up so much that you want to cry? it's a really indescribable feeling, words don't do it justice. it's almost bittersweet and usually fleeting. people should give more hugs.

yeah so i'm out of rehab, finally. the judge said i didn't have to stay anymore so i packed my shit and dipped. it feels good to be home. i'm relatively content with my life. i should get my weed smoking priviledges restored this week (i.e. getting off probation) so i'm looking forward to that because beer and seroquel just ain't cuttin it anymore.
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I'm in search of a roommate. Move in date probably early next year. If you know anyone let me know. Can pay around $500 a month.

so i got a 36 hour pass for thanksgiving. pretty cool. i didn't get all fucked up like in years past. had a lot of fun. jackie is my woman wooot.
my spcone card came in the mail. i'm so college. i should be getting off probation next month which would mean no more group home. i turn 21 next month. i'm debating whether or not to get liquored up in ( Read more... )

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this is what happens when i don't have a guitar. what do i want out of life ( Read more... )

so i'm officially writing my autobiography. it's 26 notebook pages which translates to about 4 pages typed. fuck.
i'm making chelsey go through my lj and pick out the more humorous/entertaining parts. i'll be doing research a.k.a. reading comic books and playing psp all weekend. this should be fun.

so i was hitting on this chick on myspace and then it dawned on me she was my 7th grade english teacher.
the weird part is that turned me on more.

boredom, that's my biggest trigger. not having shit to do leads me to want to alter my consciousness with chemicals. i'm just getting sick of everything and i'm damn near looking for an excuse to go out and get fucked up. things are bad. bad. i've listened to every cd i own. beat every psp game i have. i even had a girlfriend who gave me pretty ( Read more... )

so my baby sister started college yesterday. i'm happy for her but i got some resentments towards my mom that i'm not even gonna get started on. there's a late bloomer in every family, and i guess i'm it.