Yay! Another holiday and hubby and I are already into it. I love my life. After hearing him say "me too" to his girlfriend on the phone last night, the last coffin nail has been driven. I know that I love someone else and I am trying to do the honorable thing. For 13 years, I tried. He has turned away from me in every respect, sans being his ( Read more... )

Ok Lioness, in response to your post ( Read more... )

All I Want - Gigi Dover ( Read more... )

subtitled "Why it's really Vixxy's Brain Vomit ( Read more... )

As I sit here I could literally wrap my hands around my husband's neck and squeeze until his eyes burst from the force. Anger is a mask for pain, frustration and fear. I am full of all three. I have run out of patience with him and the situation. As I have said before, patience is a virtue and I have never been accused of being a virtuous woman ( Read more... )

My Inner Hero - Wizard!


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I had forgotten how deeply that book affected me until I was in search of encouraging words for my woof. I don't know what divine guidance lead me to it, but I am happy that I can share it, not only with him, but others of you as well. It may be a children's book, but it is damn worthy reading for adults ( Read more... )

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Well, the rings are gone and there is a huge hole in my heart. To some they may have been a symbol. To me they were too. They were a symbol of 13 years of ups and downs, the only tangible thing that I had to show for such an investment. No, I am not materialistic by any stretch of the imagination. I know I should look at this as one step closer to ( Read more... )

I am the father of wolves ( Read more... )