It isn't the love of a hero, that's why I fear it won't do

[grammarshark]

I don't know what to say and I don't know how to fix it. It feels like my fault, because it wouldn't have happened if I weren't there, but I didn't do anything wrong and neither did she. I love her so much and I don't know how to make her better, and that hurts so fucking much. If this is how I made her feel, it's no wonder things ended the way

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[wordsandsilence]

keep hold of yourself and be proud to be who you are. so many people love you, and you can't MAKE anyone feel anything. 's NOT your fault, i'm sure.

[hecatescurse]

If this is about me, and I have a feeling it is about my entry from yesterday, it isn't your fault. How I was feeling had nothing to do with you. It was a parents thing.

On the other hand, if this entry wasn't about me (in which case I will feel really stupid for the above comment) please don't hurt yourself. I love you, you know. ♥

Also, you already make my life a lot happier. ♥

[grammarshark]

Well, I'm among the many things they use against you. And I blame myself for your wrongwrongwrong should-have-died-as-a-baby notion.
*Sigh* It's not fair that parents can make us feel this bad.

It was about you (who else do I care about this much?) I'd make a joke about thus being permitted to hurt myself, given the conditional, but...it isn't funny.

Thank you. I hope so. ♥

I love you, you know. So much.

[hecatescurse]

Woah. That was not your fault at all. It just has to do with something my mom said.

I love you muchly as well, dear. ♥

[grammarshark]

That's worse. So, so, so much worse. So much worse my peace-loving nature is getting sorely fucking tested. What did she say?

♥

Incidentally, Heffy is really freaked out about you. I let her know you're alive and such, but beyond that I don't know what to say. :(