Wow I can not believe I have not posted since Aug. I do need to make a correction, I have 3 kids that stink in my class. BAD STINK. We have to burn candles and open all the windows. Gross ( Read more... )

I went back to work this week. I just love all my students. The best part is, is that no one stinks. I love it.

I am going crazy. I can not find my work keys. I have torn my house apart and just can not remember where I put them. Man it is so frustrating when I forget so much. I make myself crazy.

Once again it is almost time to go back to work and I have not done one thing I said I was going to do. I think I am an idea-man, not a doer. Do they have jobs for people like me? I wonder. Well I think I will go and watse the rest of my day being real and lay across my bed to Lifetime for women. What a life..............

it has been so hard to post. I think I do not like to post my intermost feelings cuz i really not sure what they are. Today my grandma died and I feel sad but i am sad because I feel that I should be sadder. Like maybe just beside myself. I think when you go so long holding in stuff that you start to become so numb that it is hard to feel, happy, ( Read more... )

Yes it is true, I am back. I got so hooked on myspace, checking and rechecking to see if their ar4e new friends. Crazy but fun. Looking at my last entry I was still dreading the "Dragon Lady". Well after all the stressing I did in that class I got a B. (((SHOCKING))) I still can not believe it ( Read more... )

I am so happy cuz Michelle went to a concert so we are not going to school tonight. No Dragon Lady ((((YES)))).

ouch, my face hurts so bad. I think I may need to go to the dr. ((((YIKES)))) and ((((OUCH)))) is all I can say today.

Today I had lunch with my lil sis, I love her so much. After wards I took a little nap and woke up with a honkin headache. I called the dentist and I had a infection from my tooth. So before class I had to go to Kaiser to get some antibiotics. I am feeling cruddy right this sec but know I will feel better tomorrow ( Read more... )

I have not been on for months. I just read a post from my sister. I forget that there is four of us children that are all hurting. We all suffer in different ways. I really don't know how to get over it. I just eat. I think that is why I did not have my bypass. What would I do with my feelings if I could not shove them back in with food ( Read more... )