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Today has been kind of a slow one to be totally honest. I havent done much really, just hung out around my dorm and gone to class. I did get out to the mall for a few to pick up some gaming gear but appart from that I've been sitting here playing video games and surfing the net. I'm tired, blah and disappointed. Karly finally called me for the ( Read more... )

I've noticed that the only time I come to livejournal is when I have something to bitch and complain about. There are plenty of good times between each entry but this is my place to lay out the grey days. Today I didnt get to talk to Karly much mostly because of our classes conflicting and my exam. So tonight I wanted to make up for that and talk ( Read more... )

I'm really not sure what to think. I really want her to come up and be with me this weekend. I drive everytime even when I shouldnt and all I want is for her to bum a ride up here. But I guess she always has stuff to do and people to chill with. I suppose I'll see her next weekend but I can't afford to go down even as often as I do. I dont want to ( Read more... )

its crazy how energetic I am. But tis not good, in fact its dangerous.... I'm so worked up about having to leave Karly today to come home and now I really feel a hole like I always do. So it kinda stays quiet until I get energetic and then it comes out in like pure rage...but not angry rage....just rage. We were playing Halo and I rule my dorm at ( Read more... )

I'm really tired right now for some reason. Kinda ill feeling and definitely fatigued. I came home this weekend to see the fam and hang out with them. It's been great, I really missed Alisha and the parentes. But it's funny cuz at the same time I miss them, I missed sleeping in my bed in my dorm. It really felt foreign to sleep in my old room, like ( Read more... )

These moods have got to stop but they just wont. Everynight for the last few days I've been in this funk I guess you could call it. Almost like I dont want to keep going out and maybe i should just stay in. I dont know what it is maybe its Karly or the lack there of or maybe its the people i hang out with. I dont like the fact that if im around ( Read more... )

The one thing that stands out now to me from my last relationship was Avery's dependence on me and her willingness to throw away her dreams to follow me to FSU.... and look where I am, who would have thought? This was always the plan, to switch I mean, but it was supposed to happen after the first year, when I had completed the courses I came here ( Read more... )

Friends are those people that we can depend on. To me theyre someone who will go out on a limb to help me out as I would them, they are there for companionship and a good time, but they arent afraid to make an effort once in a while. I often thought I had a great number of these but as Moni pointed out a few weeks ago, its not the case. This ( Read more... )

And the other thing is I dont want to talk to Kar about it because i dont want to come across as the nagging boyfriend who can make her unhappy from miles and miles away. The last thing i wasnt is for my unhappiness to get to her.....Chris was like that and i dont want to be that....