I hate that when I'm with you, you are always replying to your text messages, but when I send you a message you never respond.

I am an emotional mess. Even when I think I'm under the most control I've ever been. The happiest I've ever been single it takes almost nothing to turn me into an emotional wreck. I give up.

So the lesson of the day is: It doesn't matter how much you love someone. All that matters is how much they love you back. No way to save a relationship by loving someone with all of your ability. There is nothing to save unless he loves you back.

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I am sitting in Les Schwab right now having my tire repaired. Yesterday after work I left, excited ready to go get my hair cut in preparation for my upcoming vacation. I walked out and discovered my rear passenger side tire was flat. Being the manly man I am I started calling people for moral support. The last time I had changed a tire was with my ( Read more... )

I went to brunch on a whim with David. I was going to make breakfast here at home, but was okay with being convinced to go out. I joined him at one of his friends' home. The house was out next to the water in West Seattle. I'd never been to that area, not that I can remember anyhow. It was quite the drive in the downpour we were having. I'd hit ( Read more... )

I was talking to a woman at work. She was representing a bank. At the end of the call she wished me a happy holiday weekend. I asked her, it is a holiday weekend? She said, yes, it is Easter, of course; the weekend you drive home to your mom and she makes dinner. I knew it was Easter weekend, but because it was a banker telling me about it I had ( Read more... )

I was talking with Ryan tonight. He decided to give me the outside perspective on my life. For someone who is mostly viewing my life in passing he had me pegged. He dissected my desires for a mate and the folly I endure trying to find him. This wasn't in a horoscope applies-to-everyone kind of way. He was pointing out that what I look for as an ( Read more... )

What will it take for my coworkers to understand that earbuds in means I have no interest in talking with them on my break? This simple: earbuds in? then I'm not interested; earbuds out? I'm still not interested, but I'm not listening to music.