happy new year's.

states that on the onset of a break lasting 3 or more days, Derek shall, without fail, become sick on the first day ( Read more... )

It has come to my attention, or more like I just realized this, but I am in serious lack of substantial stimuli of the english language. My only source of the wrriten language comes from picture captions and blogs that i spend hours perusing when I am not with my cello or in front of a piano reading pages upon pages of music notation and snippets ( Read more... )

is like an extention of myself. I know I've said this before but today I realized again how my cello is not just something i stick between my legs and play with--no matter how much fun that is. It is a way for me to express what cannot be expressed in words. With this I can make you excited, sad, invigorated, sorrowful, and inspired. It is a not a ( Read more... )

My facial hair is so long that today, my cat actually groomed it. I feel violated. 

I've realized two things about my hand this weekend ( Read more... )

i've been thinking a lot lately but i don't think i've reached any sort of conclusion so it's hard to say what i've been thinking of. most of the time it's fleeting things, but they keep coming back to me. i guess basically lately i have been mulling over what it is that i label as important to me. thinking about it now has made me think that the ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's already October and halfway through the semester. Elsewhere my friends are all studying diligently for their midterms and I have just finished my first round of in-class performances. On Monday I played my J.C. Bach concerto in front of people for the first time, not counting my failed auditions :p and I was more pleased with ( Read more... )

Sometimes when my cat and I make eyecontact....i feel awkward and uncomforatable. 

It's been three weeks or something since school has started. I find it hard to say "I'm a student at Long Beach Community College." Instead I tell people that I am taking classes at LBCC--but that's like the same thing isn't it? Yet, why is it that I cannot fully associate myself with this school? This school that has given me a chance to get into ( Read more... )