fuck hippies

well its been a while, however not too much has changed. still busy as fuck & having trouble keeping up with myself and as i begin to delve into financial situations i find making my way in this whole career living thing is harder than i thought. especially when unexpected problems arise that put a damper on my paychecks like car/medical/bill stuff ( Read more... )

deep inside myself gathering my thoughts
grasp hold for a second then was lost

searching my soul to become one
the rage from inside will make me whole

now i can see what once was blind
free to go forward at war with my mind

im beginning to feel more and more detatched from humanity, and i guess being around people so much now and just going out in public has made that apparent. living the way i did back home and all conditions considered, make me feel that much more warped when i try and compare myself to those i find myself associating with now. who seem to function ( Read more... )

constant activity, stress, fatigue, & frustration of many varieties. im pretty sure im human, at least most of the time. but certain inabilities to perform seemingly simple tasks that dont require the least bit of effort seem to fuck me. im trying to become more assertive. its pretty imperative now that im on my own. i tend find myself caving in to ( Read more... )

well here i am in town for thxgvng bullshit because i need my tv for video games and also because pie is good.
Being deprived of internet for the past month has kept me pretty productive i guess considering i get to spend most free time resting now instead of lingering on wow or disgusting social networking devices/porn. work is cool as hell ( Read more... )

i think i would make a real entry about my moms wedding, but that would be a little over the top gay (even 4 me). Lets just say that i am awesome in every aspect of the word, and that the picutures of me in a white shirt will never see the light of day.

pretty funny night too, it just seemed to remind me of all the reasons why im moving next week. ( Read more... )

eventful times indeed. have a job at the oaks mall in gainesville at a salon called mia and max (the one i requested) full time starting the first week in nov. -"yay ( Read more... )

lately for the past week or  so ive been completely drained and beaten. so much shit going on and all kinds of crap to take care of before the end of next month ( Read more... )

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