Hmmm life has been the same as usual. I'm pretty bored right now so I thought I'd catch up on my poor lil Livejournal. Things have been ok. Sometimes I get lost in the grips of loneliness but I can get myself out of that funk. i just gotta tell myself that I'm a great guy and I'll find someone sooner or later. My knees have been getting pretty ( Read more... )

Well it has been quite an interesting couple of days Livejournal. With my grandma passing away my emotions and life have been in an a crazy spiral. She was always a solid place for inspiration and advice. She taught me to be kind, gentle and giving. Yet these things have been failing me as of late. It is a time of war at work Livejournal. I ( Read more... )

Oh boy has this week been full of awkward moments and boredom. Which shouldn't be anything new for me I guess. I'm an awkward person who can't deal with awkward situations. Work continues to be a thorn in my side, especially some of the people I work with. I barely talk to anyone, which in retrospect I really enjoy because I like to be left ( Read more... )

Hmmm, I think the word of the week is disaster. The past week has just been terrible. I did have 3 days off in a 4 day period which was nice, but during that time period I somehow managed to piss off and alienate one of my bestest friends and work drama is increasing again. I just can't seem to do anything right. I also had my final group ( Read more... )

Well life has been pretty boring as of late. All I seem to do is work and go to school. Yawn right? I did visit Carrie a couple times, which was a nice break. Its very warm today, I finally got my poor car a wash, but am saddened that it will need some paint for the parts the salt ate away. Blast you sodium chloride! I have to start looking ( Read more... )

Its been awhile live journal. I must say life has been pretty hectic. I'm just so sick of people. Who my friends are, who aren't, I don't know anymore... I just wish life would settle down for once. I have one week until vacation. Hopefully I can hold out for that long.

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Well, it's that time of year again. My b-day was yesterday and I must say it was one of the best I've ever had, and not for the obvious reason. I've never been to big on my birthdays because nobody really makes a big deal of it. The last time I did something with my friends on my b-day must have been in elementary school. My parents took me out ( Read more... )

Through some recent conversations with friends and probably with the help of my pain pills, I find my mind recently buzzing with the thoughts of relationships. From friendships to relationships, all have perplexed me at some point in my life. By default I have always been good at being a friend then being a boy friend. Yet I find myself a lot in ( Read more... )

Well, things are starting to get better finally. I have been sick all week, but now I'm starting to eat more again and I'm not as tired now. I hate being sick, especially when I have my knee to worry about ( Read more... )