Last night was a horrible night. I couldn't breath, I was panicing, I was losing it. I wrote an entry here that I'm not proud of. In all my anger and fanatasism, I over exaturaded on many things. But because of my state, my writings were pure emotion and no logic. Yes she kissed someone, but she was kissed by someone. At the dance yes she ( Read more... )

Haven't really written here lately. Life hasn't been too bad I guess. Could be better though. I gave all the stuff I bought for Sam today to the Goodwill truck at Pick n Save. He had to count everything I had and it made me really sad. There was a lot I had. Since I had no use of it and I got sick of looking at the usless stuff, I had to get ( Read more... )

Well, school started yesterday. It doesn't seem like it is going to be too hard. I don't know anyone in any of my classes. So now I have to use my excelent people skills or just sit in the courner like I usually do. I guess I'm feeling a little better from Sunday. Still down though, but oh well. I don't work till Thusday so thats pretty nice ( Read more... )

Ryan is having a very frustrating/crappy week. nuf said

A random person kicked me today at school and I almost snapped. I'm glad I didnt....

For some reason I am really depressed right now, not that anyone cares. I was going to write about my weekend, but hey, I'll write about it later and maybe why I'm sad...if I figure out why........ Does anyone read this stuff anymore anway??

I got a 90% on my first physics exam. Hopefully my other exams went well too. I'm so happy!! Things are finaly looking up for they Rymyster

I am meeting so many new people at school this year. It makes me quite the happy person. It's so nice to have more people to talk to in class. Plus having people to help with homework is always fun too. I hope I meet even more pepole cuz who doesn't like new friends!

Last night I had a dream that kept me up all night. It was one of those dreams were something happens that you want to happen. Upon having this dream then you feel depressed that it will never happen. Yeah....one of those dreams.........

Wow. Last night was so much fun. I went to Dexter's LAN party and it was amazing! I was there from 9pm to around 8am. We played many a game and I got some cool free stuff from Nvida. I got two posters, some stickers and a booklet. SWEET! When I got home, I went right to bed. I woke up at 11 and kinda bumbed about. I had to work 3-9, which ( Read more... )

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