I saw my ex-girlfriend last night. She was with her boyfriend and her two kids. She looked sad. It's so strange to me to see how we both took different paths while remembering we were on the same for so long.It's weird how things change.

Don't let this happen again.

I am adam. She is eve.

Adam went to the artwalk. So did the snake.

Pick up bones ( Read more... )

I saw him driving last night. I fallowed him.

I know where he lives now.

God help me.

It's been a while since ive posted anything. Alot has happened and not much has changed. Ive lost alot of things in the last 12 months. Girlfriends,friends,family, and a few other things. It seems no matter how bad I want it and how hard I try i will never be able to get these things back. I've said before that I dont do well with changes and I ( Read more... )

I don't think I have anymore friends that even use/read livejournal anymore. I'll just write in it cause I'm bored. The last couple of days have been pretty eventful. Dignan leaves on a six week tour in about 3 days. I think it will help keep my mind off of things, Actually I doubt it will help at all but at least I'll be in another state. I don't ( Read more... )

So I just got a phone call asking me to come in for an interview at la tapatia mexican restaurant tomorrow at 2. The funny thing is I applied there about 4 months ago and they barely got around to calling me. I told them I'd go but now that i think of it I might not have a ride. I also leave in about 3 weeks for tour. Should I go? Should I not? In ( Read more... )

I've never felt this way before in my 20 years. To feel so worthless and expendable. To feel so unappreciated and unloved. To give everything that i can possibly give and still find myself feeling this way. To feel so loved and cared about. To feel pretty and be held. To be kissed and comforted and still not be satisfied and find yourself settling ( Read more... )

Its been a crazy few days. I wish to never experience anything like them again. Its crazy how sometimes you really forget what you have and how much it means to you. That's not exactly saying that i am not aware of my blessings. Just sometimes you think you can do anything and everything and you forget to think about the ones who love you and how ( Read more... )

Why do I always feel like i can't be happy. Even when things are good i wish they were better. Why do i always feel like i get the short end of the stick? Why DO i always get the short end of the stick? I know what i want. I don't know how to get it though, I don't know if I'll ever get it.