The world is falling to our feet,
And im dying in your arms tonight.
you held out your hands with
soft touches and passionate expressions...
but we hurt the people we love.

Well my christmas holiday is going pretty well so far.God has been pretty good to me and my family.I have to try and remember that no matter how bad things may seem,they always seem to be better than what they could be.Today i saw my cousins whom i havent seen in like 2 years.Its kinda sad,my cousin katrina is super ghetto and reminds me of trailor ( Read more... )

Today i went to go see my grandma in the hospital,shes really sick.The doctors say she might not make it.Its weird no matter how serious it sounds its not really getting to me at all.I wonder whats wrong with me,I mean we arent all that close but i should still feel something.My dad is now in prison and has been there for a whole week now...I ( Read more... )

Ive been going through alot of stuff lately.Ive been having alot of doubt,depression,unfulfillment in my life.But its weird because im also very happy,I have a wonderful family who loves and supports me in everything i do.And things are going really good with me and cec,we have alot of fun together.Im looking forward to the christmas holiday,it ( Read more... )

Tonight was our "Big family thanksgiving gathering".As soon as I got there,I could tell i wasnt going to enjoy it.It seems that every year thanksgiving and christmas seem to be less and less family oriented.Tonight i was practicaly ingnored by my entire family,which is fine cause I dont really have much to say.Tonight all anybody cared about was ( Read more... )

Its been awhile since ive wrote in this thing.Not much has happened,I've been spending my days being a bum and playing guitar.Right now im at my friends house sitting outside and drinking diet twist.I was thinking of getting a job pretty soon,that way I can by a donkey.Well,I guess theres not much else to say.I hope all of you are doing well.Take ( Read more... )

Dear God...Im so lost right now and I dont know what to do.I ask that you guide me and help me do what is right.Help me not do anything im gonna regret.Please give me a sign...anything...Amen

Well,its been like a year since ive wrote something in here.Alot has been happening in the past few months.The band has decided to take a break to find some spiritual clarity,which is a good thing.I have a girlfriend...shes awesome.I am in pain at the moment but hopefully that will go away soon,seeing as how i just shot up some heroin.I need to ( Read more... )

So its been awhile since ive posted in this thing.I guess you can say alot has happened in that time,the band did some touring and we met alot of cool people.Im proud to say we are writeing new material,which is good cause we havent done that in a while.I might have a job...we'll see.Right now im at the library.I wish i was at home so i could smoke ( Read more... )

disapointments. Nothing is ever as good as it ever seems. I wonder where i'll be in a year. I wonder what i'll have and what i wont have. What things will be taken away and what things will be given. Where am i going? What am i setting myself up for? Is it good? Is it bad?. No one knows..i sure dont.And it kills me ( Read more... )