we're in belize today! which is pretty but very ethnic, not much to do except excursions, which i havent done yet. id like to go snorkeling or something one day, but im not really in the mood today. i miss home, well i mean i miss land, and freedom. im trying not to be unappreciative, but i cant help but be jealous of people with a normal life. its ( Read more... )

 theres so much to say and so little time. even on my down time, i have to tons of shit to do.. i really need to see if i can find my way back to that laundry room.. anyway, ship life is cool! my cabin is tiny but i get it all to myself :D and im torturing juan, my poor housekeeping guy cuz i insisted on sleeping on both the top and bottom bunk ( Read more... )

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wow, i just read some of my old old journal entries. i forgot how miserable my family was here. it makes me so glad they're back in montana, even though i miss them. (and my dad is gonna have Another back surgery) but at least they're happy ( Read more... )

im home alone again, painting and listening to music. its not that bad though, its kinda nice to have the house to myself ( Read more... )

im so bored. don's been out and i've been trying to finish a painting. i thought i finished, but i might play with it some more. this is one that i just started yesterday. the old one that was sitting there forever is still sitting there. i dont like it. i have like 6 unfinished paintings right now :/ oh well, i heard monet had lots of paintings ( Read more... )

wow heres 2 auditions on tuesday that im really excited about (found on performers callboard ( Read more... )

today was so more than i expected. ive always wanted to do something just like this, it was so great. everything looked so professional and real. the studio was amazing. it was around queen anne i think, and it was the top story of this building, so you could look out from the huge windows and see the puget sound. they did my hair and makeup (all ( Read more... )

ok the shoot is tomorrow morning. sounds like its gonna be more professional than i thought. theres a video crew i guess. im a little nervous. and im almost regretting doing this. its so early in the morning and ive been dieting and working out so hard, i just hope its worth it. it should be fun i think..

oh boy, what a day at the olive garden. i kept getting either stiffed or really bad tips ($5 on $110). i worked pretty hard and only made about $20. and my room partner was this guy whos been there like forever and he would notice when i messed up, so i kept getting all nervous. im so pissed about how some people act, they try to get out of tipping ( Read more... )