Its a scary thought to have, knowing that in less than 3 weeks high school will be over and the real world will take our innocent new faces and smear them with all the black tarnish out there. All i can feel is this incredibly strong emotion that is rather hard to explain, its a combination of fear and excitement mixed with ( Read more... )

Last night was my prom,
I must say i am not surprised but reece and i faught and my night was spoiled. But i tried to put it past me and enjoy myself. I wish that i could have gone somewhere after prom but i my mom told me i couldnt go to the hotel party my friend was having and then when she asked me today why i seem bummed about it i said because ( Read more... )

Wow, last night was NT prom.
That was definetly an expierence in life i wont forget. Although the later half of my night went to shit, the first half was incredible. Everyone i saw, so many people and everyone looked stunning i am still in shock. But honestly i missed everyone so much, and i didnt even realize until i saw people. The one thing i ( Read more... )

Lost Love

Will time be kind, and give to us?

Will hearts be true and fair?

Will tender eyes meet and cry?

Will the love I have for you ever die?

Your kiss, but a taste of heaven.

Your touch, but prick of sin.

Your words, but a song to my ears.

That my lips could never sing.

A heartfelt cry,

My love has died,

For you have broke my heart.

A ( Read more... )

Im I need some help, I need someone to see, to see here. Kiian is seeing a shrink and he doenst seem to think his tempertatrums are bad... how!? how!? I I I I dont, I dont, I dont understand, I get so mad that I want to smash his head into the wall, or mine... I cant deal with it. HE GETS AWAY WITH THIS FUCKING SHIT! I CANT TAKE IT! I am tired of ( Read more... )

I am at my sinking point. I have lost all hope, all love all soul. I cant take it! Please. My eyes burn from tears, my heart hurts from too many fights. I dont know what you want me to do! Stop. Please. I cant breathe. I just want to sleep and never wake up. My head is pounding. My neck is throbing with pain. My face is beat red and my ears are on ( Read more... )

             Saturday night i got into a car accident with lauren and chantelle. Long story short, to avoid hitting a car that was going twice as fast as us my friend pulled her wheel to the right and we spun around, a 360 and that was the worst feeling ever. And then we landed in a ditch. Somehow we walked away, no bruises nothing, expect for ( Read more... )

         It's hard to describe really how i feel right now. Last night i wasnt feeling that well, so i stayed in and slept. Not a great sleep, but a sleep none the less. This morning i awoke to go to a therapist, or whatever they are called. For some reason i felt a little emotional during my "session". But i refused to let anything show. As usual ( Read more... )

Summer
has come and gone.
all i do is work, and somehow i dont get much money. i get bitched at from my mother because of my hours we have to have kiian babysat and neither one of us can afford that, but she nagged and nagged that i get a job. well now i have one....it seems better that i just quit.

Love
reece is everything i want. hes perfect. and ( Read more... )

Cold hands

My mouth cannot speak,

For my soul is much too weak.

My heart can only tell a lie,

For my eyes have much to cry.

My hands are now cold,

Like my love which is growing old.

My kiss taste bitter,

As your words turn to litter.

Nothing makes me smile,

Because i know your gone for a long while.