The Graveyard Robber

I dug a hole in the ground,

So that if ever I looked, there it would be found.
A place so far from the part.

You would never see that here lies my heart.

For you’re a man tricks,

And your needs never satisfy with one chick.

Your deep blue eyes,

Never told me anything but lies.

Your voice both soft and stern,

Made everyone’s ( Read more... )

The Price of Nature

Is it rain or is it snow,
that keeps me feeling sad and low,
that dangle me from the river below,
before my eyes rapid tides grow.

With a blink of my eye,
my adrenaline runs high.
my hope shines in the sky,
but to myself nothing but lies,
that hold me back to fly.

So in this time i lay still,
like a robin perched on a sill, 
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Seasonal Love

In Fall,
leaves crawl siftly to the ground,
big ones, small ones, lots the colour brown.
though none compare to the colour of my heart,
even the deepest auburn could never take the part.

In Winter,
love lodges in me like a splinter,
from the crackle of a fire place,
to the warming of a lovers face.
with ever falling flake out shines  ( Read more... )

this week has felt like a month.
so many things are overwhelming to say the least. plus it seems like no matter what good there is its also bad. like i got a job at pizza nova being a front girl. i started training today. its a lot to process but whatever. so this is bad because it conflicts with kiians daycamp and me picking him up and babysitting ( Read more... )

when all other tears are cried i am left with this.
a lost head and a broken heart;
would i write a letter by which no one will answer.
would i write a dairy that would not be read.
would i speak in words which no one would reply to.
my faith is gone as is my will.
all i have is disaster.
a demon of temper who always gets his way.
a demon of motherhood ( Read more... )

where to start.
so gay pride great, got in shit for going due to transportation arangements....
basically a lack of communication which landed me in shit and my mother being the grand bitch she is, constinues to hold that agansist me...
and then, i wanted to get out of the house one night and she wouldnt drive me to reeces, so i said fine ill walk. i ( Read more... )

gay pride is my favorite event!
its like christmas to me, i get gifts such as condoms and lube, and see great deeds being done. the gays!
aw how i miss it already, its such a shame it only comes once a year.
i love it when the old ugly men walk around naked, lol and with the leather straps n whips *snap* how exciting ;)
aw bubi. now you know what i ( Read more... )

theres been a tear in my heart for quite some time. its funny how love puts up a grand illusion, that makes you think you have everything when really you have only that illusion. my heart yearns for something i never had. as it always has. since i was a kid i wished everynight before i went to bed, for my dad to come back and want me. i wished ( Read more... )

The Lonely Heart

A single tear
... in a puddle of sorrow.
No love to hear
... and none to borrow.
Surrounded by fear
... never wanting the morrow.

                                  My Island of Tears

Strike me down with your mightiest hand!
Oh Lord! I cannot bear my agonizing heart anymore!
Shipwrecked on an island of false truth, no illusion is more deadly.
Gouge out my eyes, for my love is gone.
Tear off my lips, for all i can taste is his sweet poison.
Take hold of my voice, for all i can do ( Read more... )