Just how I feel

You’ve always been the one whos picked me up from the dirt, when someone else made me hurt.

You’ve always been the one whos whipped my tears away,

You’ve always been the one to tell me I’m beautiful, each and every day.

You’ve always been the one whos had my heart, which is why we could ( Read more... )

                            The Boogeyman

The dark shadows of my past haunt my tormented soul.
Perpetually reminding me of my agonizing sins of love.
Helpless in time for no matter how hard I run into darkness,
They follow close behind with unbearable shrieks of reality.
Not quite dead nor alive.
Kept in a world of fear and relapse.
There is no time of ( Read more... )

                                              Crimson lips
At night my heart's demons are unleashed on my frayed soul.
[Night after day I feel as if I'm slowly fading away]
My eyes no longer twinkle with life,
My ears no longer hear with interest,
All in me is lost, broken and removed.
Torture and gloom spread through my veins like a poisonous ( Read more... )

                                         After

After every breathe, my body still feels the bitter reality of dismay.
After every passionate kiss, my heart still feels empty.
After every party, my soul still feels restless.
After every taste of toxins, my lips still feel untouched.
After every tear, my eyes still have an ocean more to cry.
After every ( Read more... )

my blood is pumping galons of pure hatred, and violence through every inch of my deformed body. utter disgrace is permanetly filled my face, disgust, loathe, bitter, and a sense of cufusion beyond belief. i dont even recoginize myself. i just dont care any which way. i keep creating images in my head, of beating someone, grabbing them by their ( Read more... )

***Tears flee from my eyes, pouring away, to escape my pain. My eyes swell up, preventing me from seeing, whats really infront of me. I feel like my whole body is against me, trying to make me crack.
I feel as though my world has come crashing down to my feet. Leaving me breatheless and helpless. RUN. I cant im stuck, sinking in my own swamp of ( Read more... )

Always in search of a way to describe life. To find ones purpose. To find a meaning. Words are constantly being used on expressive, symbolic representations of fears, hopes, dreams and emotions. Trapped in a frozen time of lost thought and redundant emotions. Anxiously waiting for something special and marvelous to change life. To change opinions ( Read more... )

March Break was a turning point for me.
Now I wait. For when the world sleeps I waken. My eyes see the world in silence. My ears hear the cold wind of truth. My touch feels the obsolete comprehension of life. I crave the stillness of the night where the shadows from the streetlight illuminate the walls and my figure appears entranced in motionless ( Read more... )

Hoy voy a la ciudad con mi madre, para visitar mi médico. Después voy a comí con mi madre a una pequeño café. La comida esta así así. Hoy estan muy aburrido, no tengo amigas para juegar en el parque, o caminar en el parque... no me gusta aquí. No hay sympaticos chicos. Todos tienen los grupos de amigos, y yo estoy sólo. Quiero para ser adorado. ( Read more... )

Do you remember me?
Sean your an ass. And your extremely pathetic that you cant tell me to my face that you dont like me anymore... or that you are embarresed of me becuase i dont fit in with your "friends". So Fuck You.
Natalie and Lauren. I swear. you guys are my gurlz for life. Your all i have now. Your all that care. This is the time that i ( Read more... )