i can't sleep, this happens every time i have break. when i have to go back to school i just can't sleep. i have to drive jake to school in the morning which means i'll have to wake up even earlier. i'm not seeing where this is going to happen ( Read more... )

i have six minutes until i find out if i have to work. SIX! that means i have time to babble. i am so so so overwhelmed by laziness. this is the laziest i've ever been! good thing its spring break or i could be getting in a lot of trouble for doing absolutely nothing. work is a pooper. i'm over the concept of on-call shifts. i want to have some ( Read more... )

cannot get enough of atmosphere, even if i wanted to, it's never ever ending. montana doesn't offer much for the social life. i'd really love to make some friends but i don't know where to begin. how do you approach someone when you look like a yeti and ask them how their doing, or strike up a legitimate, non-creepy, conversation? my snowboarding ( Read more... )

i think it's funny how you can be completely alone when you're surrounded by people. Now mind you, this is not me being a whiny bitch about how it sucks to be "All alone in this crazy world", no no no. This is me realizing where this concept came from. Its strange to only realize something like this, something so simple, just now. I was with my ( Read more... )

so as the time has passed over these past couple of weeks, i've began to realize some things. somethings will never happen because we mean too much to one another. which is strange, because you'd figure that to be a good quality to have, but it's not. it just scares everyone out of everything, and knowing too much ruins it, as well. you can't save ( Read more... )

the earlier i come home the later i go to sleep, which is a strange concept, if you think about it a little bit. i'm worn down and unable to do anything i want to do. i'm sick of working, and i'm sick of fearing nearly everything in this world. i need to stop being so scared and actually start taking initiative to make my dreams come true. i need ( Read more... )

i'm sick at home and in dire need of a vacation, listening to "take on me" and not even dancing. something must be wrong. i have my wii sitting right in front of me staring me right in the face but i'm not playing the adorable My Sims that i just got the other day. i think i'm going to start writing in this again because i think i need to,... i've ( Read more... )

i don't write in this anymore, ever, which i'm very aware of. and i'm not necessarily trying to get anyone to read this or anything i'm just sort of thinking, a lot. and i don't know whether it sucks or not, but it's just kinda,... coming to realizations with everything. When people say they understand, they understand the situation, but not how ( Read more... )

i can hardly sleep, ever. it's really quite frustrating and frankly i'm not a big fan. i hardly use this thing anymore, i guess i don't really have much to complain about anymore. life's been pretty good, i've made some serious mistakes but i live, and i learn, and i move on. i guess that's what i've learned, to make the most of my mistakes and ( Read more... )

i'm tired in a very not tired at all way. i feel exhausted and today was just weird, way too much driving for one day, i actually got phsyically tired from it, which is weird, cause you're just sort of sitting there pressing the gas pedal ( Read more... )