I'm doing much better than I thought I would be. The first week I didn't miss him or think about it much, second week he called and the things he said just put me in an awful state about all of it. Now in the third week we're talking every night, texting everyday, saying I love you. Only the "verbal" communication ( Read more... )

It's weird, but it just doesn't feel like it's happened yet. We've spent a handful of nights this summer talking about last night. That's all it feels like. It just feels like another horrible thought about it before I go to bed and when I wake up I get to see him. I can't really grasp that it's ended.

Tomorrow night Dan and I are breaking up after over a year and half.
He leaves sometime on Friday for NYU.
Over these next few weeks I would really appreciate it if people didn't ask how I was doing and how I'm handeling it and such. It's not something I'm going to want to talk about and I apologize now if I'm evasive about it. I know that the ( Read more... )

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300 is a very silly movie.

Everyone available to come to the techies senior project on April 19th should come. It's a fashion show and it sounds like it is going to be amazing. All of technical embellishments their putting it in are going to look so great! Plus, I'm modeling in it, so you should come to see the costumes they're designing that I get to wear.

I finally got to ( Read more... )

I am unofficially re-hired for all my jobs this summer. Which is an amazing feeling, knowing that you won't have to be grabbing an application in May along with 50 other teenagers are applying for the same job ( Read more... )

Happy one year.

East's homecoming was Saturday night. Lots of fun.

I am getting really good grades in all my classes except for math.
I got a 93 on my music theory test which is about 40 points higher than I thought I would get.

Dan has about an hour every week night where he's not rehearsing for something. Hardly seeing him during the week really sucks. He's now ( Read more... )

I just created/discovered something that should have been done years ago by myself.

I just got the most productive and over due feeling of accomplishment.