in the last entry i wrote i was not talking about the people in plymouth i was describing how my friends at home are treating me there is no need for everyone to be so upset with me. ive might have said and done some things that doesnt make most of you like me all that much but i am sorry for it if you feel like ive hurt you in anyway tell me ( Read more... )

I have recently noticed a common tread between all of my friends we are all incredibly fucked up in the head. no one will addmit it but we all do have serious issues and those of us who need help the most can not get any because no one wants to show the pain that they are in to actually help another person. I feel that this place is going into a ( Read more... )

my eye hurts and i hate fsu kids they hurt me and it makes me angry

Okay so today wasnt sooooo bad im actually mellowing out and being happier!!!!! Yeah being happy

i have a huge problem and i think its gonna get worse its happend before but this time its even worse why do i do stupid shit and actually pay prices for it? nobody else has this happen to them so much why me? (i forgot im an asshole and my karma is not all that great)

Its 6:30 on a Tuesday and I'm drunk already this could mean one of two things a) i dont have class tomarrow or b) I'm pissed and all of you who guessed letter B win I'm angry once again but this time I am not directing my anger at everyone just one person in particualr!!!!!!!!! All I have to say is STOP FUCKING CONFUSING ME MOTHERFUCKER!!!!! I ( Read more... )

I HATE EVERYONE ESPECIALLY PEOPLE WHO SUCK AND THATS A LOT OF FUCKING PEOPLE. SOCIETY IN GENERAL SUCKS!!!!!!! IT SEEMS THAT EVERY NIGHT I SPEND HERE I GET MORE AND MORE MISERABLE AND BITTER TOWARDS THE HUMAN RACE. I DECIDED THAT I GIVE UP ON THE WORLD AND IMM JUST GOING TO NOT CARE ANYMORE (LIKE I DIDNT ALREADY) WHY IS EVERYONE WILLING TO HURT ( Read more... )

Tonight was a shitty night the weather was bad and I am sad...........I don't know why I feel like shit but I do (a lot) I noticed a trend with everyone I hang out with, they all get really drunk and depressed and I don't understand why. Doesn't alcohol usually make people happy? I wish I could get all this shit that is eating away at me off my ( Read more... )

Ok so I know I haven't done this in a really long long time but I'm back and better than ever.........I went home this weekend with my love Lisa and I got tattooed.....(thank god i needed that sooooooooo badly) She got to meet all my psychotic friends and I was really glad she came along with me to mutilate our bodies!!!!! It's about 6:45 im the ( Read more... )

Okay so this weekend was absolutely the most awsome time ever. I went home with Cindy and Miranda and I got to see everyone I've ever loved including my two new loves. I got to see Jay and we went to the city and went absolutly crazy with the shopping. We finally got Miranda some designer clothing :) and we ran around like maniacs. Then we went ( Read more... )