I just want the conversation with me back...

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Worst Christmas ever? I think so

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I am trying not to create problems in my relationship but for some reason it's hard not to. It's as though I can't handle happiness. But I am trying and Keller is reallllly great about it. I don't know why I get so insecure. Especially after so long and so many major decisions have been made based on trust and us being so honest with each other. ( Read more... )

Keller update: so up until about 10pm last night still have the same feelings for keller. him for me. He was flying back for thanksgiving to see me and introduce me to all his family...we were talking about this on Friday ( Read more... )

So let's see it has been about 3 and a half weeks since I have seen Kells but it really doesn't seem that long. Probably because we text non-stop all day everyday and talk for hours on the phone a couple times a week. Ha so crazy for this boy but I think he is just as crazy for meeee. He is going to bail on SD and come back east for Thanksgiving ( Read more... )

People always ask me what would make me truly happy in life. If I could have anything what would it be? What is my ideal job that regardless of money would I want to have that would satisfy me for the rest of my life? What location if I had the option to choose anywhere would I want to live in the future? I have never had solid answers for any of ( Read more... )

22, from California, skater, Chico, teaches at a kids skate camp, gardener, good taste in music, fun, sweet, sexy, cute, honest, left handed, semi-smoker, down for fun, intelligent, a lover, goofy, caring, understanding, chill, an instant friend, a best friend.

So you know how when you're a little girl and your parents and their friends say that "one day she's going to be a heartbreaker"? And you awkwardly smile and walk away not really fully understanding or believing what they say. Maybe even blushing the older you get as it continues. Well, it is not all it's cracked up to be. It may sound cocky but I ( Read more... )

aww I am the first girl Chris has ever loved. I think it's really cute that he is experience first love and new to the feeling and isn't sure what to do. These are things he has expressed to me. We are visiting my maja over Easter weekend and thennn this August his parents and I are going to visit him in Minorca (spelling). In other news I have a ( Read more... )

Chris Meagher is probably the sweetest most honest loving person I have ever met. At first it actually kind of bothered me how perfect he was. Like he was to perfect and not enough crazy for me. (Again with the females liking bad-asses and then complaining that they want a nice guy then finding a nice guy and not being satisfied. Catch-22 to say ( Read more... )