ok so long time no write. Didn't move, financial reasons but i'm really glad we didn't! I just started school and looks like i'm going to have a chill senior year. Can't wait till its over. I'm going to New Jersey to visit my dad soon over labor day. I'm happy i'm going to see him but i wish i was staying here more b/c danny is coming and i'm not ( Read more... )

i'm moving in 2 weeks...omg. I don't want to leave my house, or palo alto for that matter. I'm gonna be a long ways away from all my friends and i'm just settled here. I will try though to just suck it up and make the most of this, my mom doesnt want to leave either so i dont want to make it harder on her than it has to be. I also put my jeep up ( Read more... )

I rolled my moms car tonight...I don't even know what to say. I was driving by myself over arastradero where i always drive and i came around the corner and started fish tailing and trying to recover and then i was upside down and all of a sudden right side up again. The car is totally smashed...My moms in Peru right now and my step dad is flying ( Read more... )

My mother leaves for Peru tomarrown and then Ric leaves for montreal on monday. Another week with the house all to myself. Hopefully no major clean up this time and a few less broken glasses would be nice. I bought super cool boots yesterday that are steel toed at the army surplus store. I'm excited to wear them, all though i havent yet found a ( Read more... )

I never really had an ex until now. You always hear things about ex's, usually bad but, on occasion there is the ex that you're friends with. I'm not sure what to do with myself right now...i used to be the one that didn't need a guy. I was independent and doing wonderfully. Now i spend almost every day with my ex and my best friend. I thought i ( Read more... )

My parents are out of town!!! Its really not all that great considering i dont see them much when they are in town but, i'm having fun. my poor house though is not doing so well.

Ok. That last entry was a little harsh. I'm really not angry at them at all, i don't care at all except when they try to be part of my life. I guess i feel protective of what i have because i don't trust them. Have some respect, and live with the choices you made. Everything i said in that entry was totally true and so i'm not going to delete it. ( Read more... )

So people on yay...Are they all always aggravated and angry?  How does this affect their lives...I've figured out that it is possible to love friends despite their problems. To ignore them just takes time. Emotions are the key to the heart of all relaitonships. With that key in hand, the raw emotions become the mere well being the heart relies on. ( Read more... )

So i can defiantely tell which entries are from when im stoned and which i was sober for. I find that amusing...lol. Goin to PARTY tongiht, it should be fun. life is good, weird, but good. A lot of fun and im almost out for the summer. YAY!!! Danny i love you and im sorry i couldnt talk the other night i was with brandon and i didnt want to be rude ( Read more... )

Weird weeks these past few... I've had a lot on my mind. I think i must be thinking to hard. By weird i don't mean bad either just different than weeks i would normally have. Perhaps eventeful is a good word for it. So the present topic is: i should wrtie to or call or something, my sister, befoere she goes to Peru for two months and is unreachable ( Read more... )