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[gratefuliving]

This is my apology for the fucked up ways in which my mind works. It's not always easy for me to express myself although it may seem as though im always letting people know whats on my mind, sometimes its a facade. My mind works ways that are incomprehensible, a puzzle even to me who is supposed to control it. I dont feel in control. So my apology

Comments

[intangiblemind]

dont apologise i knew what i was getting into... i knew i had it bad (not this bad but bad)... but its good to know that i still have those emotions i mean what the fuck its been so long since i've cried... i guess it might have just been built up emotions and shit...
And damn i listen to that song again reading this entry and it happened again. lol... **wants to delete this song but cant part with it**

[intangiblemind]

i dont think it was anything built up because nothing bad happened so i guess u just were that special that i expected it to be built up emotions

[gratefuliving]

you flatter me to much...i'm not special we just meld together well, you're special

[intangiblemind]

You know what though i used to be the same way and never let any emotions out... so much so that i was afraid that i wouldnt even cry at the death of my parents making everyone think i didnt care but i'm sure i would... now i show my emotions and i feel good about it... i guess i was scared to show how i realy felt...