My jobs very stressful (I work with both disabled people AND senior citizens). But i forgot hpw to tune my violin i havent played it for so long (I started just over 16 yrs ago!) I sing, but only recreationally, and only when asked. I've just been feeling like...i guess i feel judged and am confused as how people want me to act and am rebelling ( Read more... )

.....so maybe i was wrong. i think i am regressing to the state of mind (emotionally/mentally) that i had from 14-22. (see almost entire journal). i'm beginning to realize how much tension headaches suck :-( lots of stress for no reason (or none i can think of) eating too much (even when i'm not hungry i eat), fun stuff like that. seem ( Read more... )

my life has been on a much happier note as last we left off....I went to israel with some friends and just..there are absolutely no words for it. i moved to a new place of residence (Boro Park) and am soon moving yet again, I hope (Lower East Side, Manhattan). Please, catch me up with all your lives.

My Last Peace
I just want to say good bye. I’m leaving.
I’m leaving you the last of me. It’s been hard
But guess what, I made it.
I learned a lot along the way.
I’ve seen my friends or should I explain.
I worked hard, fucked up, played, got laid, cried, laughed, lied
and probably hanged myself on the line.
I wonder what they might say when I’m gone,
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im depressed now. Green Day sold out. http://secure.greenday.com/?_page=product:details&id=2

you have to be a real idiot to join the idiot club.

CHICAGO, Ill. -- The Fletcher Department Store was thrown into chaos asPaula Roscoe searched frantically for her missing baby.
"I had handed Jack to Santa for a photo," wept the thirty-threeyear-old Roscoe. "The store was filled with people so there was a lotof movement, noise, and flashing cameras. I glanced away for a momentand when I looked back ( Read more... )

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year that Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
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You Are Bert
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