So in over 20 years I never saw my mom drunk... but thats no longer true. Although up until this year I never saw my uncle dead on the floor, I also never broke anyone's nose... especially my brother's. So many things are just wrong. I don't like whats happening around me. The things people are doing, the things that I'm doing, I don't like it at ( Read more... )

Today I woke up and the firt thing I did was drive to deer island and go for a run.... thank god.

I saw Rocky Balboa... I liked it (if you dont like it... watch all the rocky movies and get too into the character like I did haha).

Christmas in 4 days... but who cares because Glassjaw is in 7!

LETS FUCKIN RIOT

Old habbits die hard and most people are fuckheads

Live and learn dont rinse and repeat!

Yeah so I guess when I say I want to post in my journal more I really mean once every few months or so... oh well. Anyways life is same old shit. I left Shaws in Revere after almost 5 full years... to go to a different Shaws haha. But the change is nice and I like it there and at least now I have health insurance which is nice because I haven't ( Read more... )

New York was fun ( Read more... )

WARNING: My mind is all over the place right now and I dont know how much of this ended up making sense ( Read more... )

Once upon a time I had a car... but now I have a big waste of money parked on the street in front on my house that doesn't start. I'll have a new car within the next couple weeks... I hope ( Read more... )

So as I go to finally post the comp asks me if it wants to load a saved draft... so I did. I guess I tried to post a few weeks ago after getting really drunk and just gave up, haha. That was fun to read. Anyways things are cool I guess. Summer is already near its end which is weird. I feel like I didn't do enough. I had a good time but I really ( Read more... )

So in 16 days I'm no longer a teenager... yeah. I don't know, I guess I always pictured myself having at least some sort of gameplan by now. I need to go back to school and get some education before I have to give in and get a good job. I work two shit jobs knowing that I wont be happy and hoping that it will make me push myself to do more. The ( Read more... )

Yeah so its 5am and I've been sleeping off and on since 6 now and for anyone who knows much about me knows on a good night I sleep 6 hours. I got sick and it just seems like every hour or so I'd get a little bit worse. I missed getting to hang out the one day I don't have to go to bed early. I missed Alba's birthday, I missed a lot of friends ( Read more... )