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Re-start
I've been feeling better lately, but still stuck in a rut. I want to do things, but I can't seem to get the motivation. But, as I should already know, when I push myself I always find The Thing less intimidating and easier then anticipated. Usually I slack on getting new hay for bunny from the bail and I have to do it at night with Chris helping me ( Read more... ) -
Realizations
I realized today, that even though I've been saying I know how lucky I am to have the support around me that I do... I really haven't been appreciating that the way I should ( Read more... ) -
Working on it
So I've had some progress, I think. It's sort of a sustainable momentum though I could be doing more without burning myself out. But as long as I'm not burning out and backsliding, I'll try to be happy with what I've got ( Read more... ) -
The Year is new!
The holiday stress is over (went well) and now I'm working on pulling myself together, getting organized, and being productive. After several months I've gotten back to Super Better and my Mission 101. Good lord did I miss a lot of daily positives ( Read more... ) -
Etsy?
I'm having a really hard time envisioning the Etsy shop being a real thing. I think part of the issue is that when I think about having the Etsy shop running, I imagine being a happy, active seller who checks my email, shop, Twitter, forums, etc, etc, etc multiple times a day and crafts away to keep the shop well stocked. That "me" is so far from ( Read more... ) -
Prozac Nation
Today was day 4 of the Prozac. Chris said today seemed better then it's been, and I agree. We had our talk as he was going to bed, it seems we can be more open and honest then. He said that a lot of days I'm not just tired and cranky, I seem to be numb and care less about things I used to care more about ( Read more... ) -
Sorting it out.
So I'm still trying to figure this out. Haven't taken the Prozac since Monday, and a few days I forgot the pm Klonopin. I took it properly today and yesterday though. Tomorrow I plan on taking the Prozac again. I mean I know the stomach weirdness is normal, so it's not going to lead to anything. But it's still making me anxious. I had planned on ( Read more... ) -
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kind of sick of posting.
Not too mad moodwise today. Stomach was a bit wonky in the early afternoon, I tihnk I'll avoid Arnold Palmers from now on.
Napped again. Chris and I went upstairs to avoid his parents and Mr.3. He watched tv, I was grumpy and fell asleep.
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And then there was Prozac
Added the Prozac today ( Read more... ) -
The Very Grumpy Day
Today Chris and I had 2 fights. I was so frustrated and grumpy, I totally took it out on him. There was something about... ffs, I don't even know. I was just grumpy. The kind that leads to crying because I was so grumpy at being grumpy and not wanting to be grumpy. I had a drooly sort of sleep ( Read more... )