so i'm pretty sure i have a brain tumor right now. i' getting migraines everyday, i get dizzy sometimes, so much so that i cant stand, and it blows. so i'm fucked.

so i just had a dream about random things, and while having the dream, i dreamt that i was eating a ridiculous amount of twinkies. now i feel gross, fat, and everytime i think about twinkies i feel like throwing up. damn that dream, twinkies used to rock my socks

so i'm pissed off at everything right now. don't know why but i am. and everytime i think about something i get more pissed off, so i should just stop thinking and i don't know, throw myself onto a railroad pike or something. fuckin everything sucks for some reason.

gah, sleeping in used to be so awesome. Now whenever i do, i get a head ache, i'm tired the rest of gthe day, and i can't even think straight. This blows. and now i get to go to work, at least it's at best buy instead of subway. and i get paid tomorrow biatch! ok bye.

sweet mmight be able to go a drift event, finally! it's in belton and yeah.....


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well, had orientation today at best buy. A good 6 hours, then right afterwards went on over to subway to close :) yippee. and then I have a physics test in the morrow, then on tuesday I work at subway 8a.m. till 5 p.m. then go to best buy and work 6 pm till 10pm. lol, then I have a test in calculus III on wednesday. I'm tired.Do I have ( Read more... )

don't you hate that feeling of wanting to go home, but not being able to? And knowing you may never be able to? that's how i feel right now, and then i get really tired. Kinda wierd ( Read more... )

hmmmmmmm, let me try a semi-drunken post. First ever! Well party whent well, people are still over chillin' and playin fuzion frenzy. While I, sadly am all alone on the computer. :) oh well got to clean up, I think i did a good job. And I also think it was a very awesome party. ESPECIALLY for being last minute! :) awesomeness me thinks ( Read more... )

Fucking Fuck Fuckity Fuck Fuck FUCK! Dammit, I can't go to a research presentation, that I was seriously fucking looking fucking forward to. {Friday September 29, 4:00 PM, Dr. Marshall Onellion: Ultrafast and other light experiments} There are presentations going to select a new chair for the physics dept. (because last year the previous chair ( Read more... )

meh, i don't know a crap load of things. I am like 99% sure that i am retarded, and all around stupid. I know way too little to say anything about anything. I guess that's why I like to listen to people talk and converse about various things. I can honestly say that losing responsibility of ones self is kind of relieving. I guess sometimes you ( Read more... )