58 weeks since last update? wow ( Read more... )

i think its power. maybe not power but self satisfaction? no thats not it. but there is a certain feeling you have when you have your arms around someone that is crying. you listen to them struggling to breathe; you feel their tears on your shoulder, your neck; every time their body heaves with a sob you hold them a little tighter ( Read more... )

so i'm kinda over everything right now ( Read more... )

the unspoken understanding that people share when they're about to engage in a one night stand is quite amazing. isn't it funny that you can know absolutely nothing about a person but somehow be on the same wavelength? you and they know what is going to happen, even before your body language hints at anything. or maybe i've just had a few out of ( Read more... )

first i must explain something:
i am sitting in my loungeroom. i am home alone. i am on my second baileys and milk. my living room smells like pot. and i'm in one of those moods ( Read more... )

so today i went to my first funeral. it wasn't quite as bad as i had imagined. it was a little strange tho. it was my grandfather's funeral. my dad's dad. i'm not very close to my dad's family ( Read more... )

so things are a bit different. I'M NOT WORKING IN SYDNEY ANYMORE! lol. bout time i got out of that hellhole. awesomeness. now i'm just working in retail again, which wasn't so bad until our staff meeting tonight when we were told 'milk customers like they're cows'. it was kind of disturbing and really disappointed me ( Read more... )

hmm.. so it's been a while. here's the 411 ( Read more... )

YOU fill in the blanks about ME even if u dont have any idea what they are, guess and send it back to ME. But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest and reply!! Make sure you repost it blank in your own journal so I can do it for you ( Read more... )

well two days ago i turned 22. its absolutely crazy. i can't believe i'm twenty-fucking-two. i remember when i was younger i always used to say 'in the year 2000 i'll be 16' and it seemed forever away and now i'm 6 years past that. far out. and where am i? no where really ( Read more... )