i'm down in little rock for the night. figured i might as well update this thing since my folks have net access.

these are pictures from this past halloween (oddly enough, the same day the last pictures of me i posted on here were taken). enjoy.

as usual, click on the image to make it bigger.


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i'm sorry i haven't updtated as much as i'd like to. things have been going well. i'm still living up here in fayetteville, and things are tremendously better than they were in little rock.

i try not to worry anymore. it's hard, but i try not to.

i love you all so much.

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home is where the hurt is.

remember that.

things have never been better.

i'm up in fayetteville now. i got here on sunday, and so far things are going very well. i've already got two jobs (one of which i start here in about an hour), and i may have a third - nothing too, too stressful - i just really need the money right now. but it's working out well. honestly, things couldn't be better at the moment ( Read more... )

i just can't sleep ( Read more... )

i would honestly rather burn for all of eternity than bow to that abomination ( Read more... )

there's a certain nerve in the human body ( Read more... )

believe me, i know how i come across in this journal. i often talk about some pretty ate-up things that happen in my life, and i'm sure it can seem pretty one-sided. i'm sure a lot of it can seem like i want people to feel sorry for me, or think that i've got it a lot worse than most people have. call it "junk-exploitation" or just some self-pity ( Read more... )

i'm pretty much worn out. it's been a long past few days. now it's time to stay sober for a few days and work on moving this week. all the delays have really taken their toll on my resolve. whereas about three or four weeks ago, i was full-on hellbent on making this work, now i'm plagued by doubts and worries - it's too late to turn back, though. ( Read more... )