Ginger died. Mom and I buried her. I miss her already. :(

Ginger is dying. I'm so sad. She's so so sick and we can't make her better. She was spitting up blood yesterday and she can't really walk.

I'm depressed.

As someone who has babysat for toddlers and had them run away on me, this is so tragic, but absolutely not the babysitters fault. I wasn't even sleeping, I just went upstairs to change a baby's diaper, and when I came down, they were gone. I freaked out. It's the absolute worst feeling in the world. Toddlers are so high energy. When they take a nap ( Read more... )

I have no idea what is going to happen in the next year of my life, but all the hundred thousand ideas of what it means to be successful probably won't be part of it. Well... maybe a little, but for the most part I just want to say that all the people who taught me that being successful means graduating from high school, going straight to college, ( Read more... )

I think I should consider presenting my neighbors with a certificate of recognition.... recognition for what ( Read more... )

Today I went down to campus to try and buy a book that wasn't in stock when I was buying textbooks at the beginning of the quarter. Apparently you can't just shop around for text books after a certain point in the quarter. You have to tell someone what you want and they go get it for you. I could deal with that. I told the girl what I needed and ( Read more... )

I'm strong enough to take a hell of a lot of shit, but that doesn't mean I want to. I'm not sure if I really know what it means to be strong if I can't save myself from getting hurt in the first place. Heh... it's those little things I guess. If it was life shaking things that happened, I'm not sure it would get to me so much. I guess there are a ( Read more... )

Could someone just make me smile? Everything is a little too heavy lately.

I don't know what's going to happen, but i hope whatever happens it's a good somthing.

I'm so tired. Goodnight.