so i have MY computer back...new monitor...still gay computer. oh well.

im in so much pain right now, sucks for me. i did homework all day...fun.

so turns out that tryouts only lasted for today. i think i did better then i thought...

..i woke up this morning from a dream and i thought the dream was real...when i realized it wasnt it made me really really sad.

did i miss your call again
no you never called
it was just a thought
inside my head

it tis incredibly sad to be updating three times in one day, let alone 6 hours. oh fuckin well.

i am unloved by all and am doing nothing tonight, which i dont mind. more time to focus on...uh, nevermind nothing to focus on.

...times like these i truly wish i could fly.

What is your favorite..gum:orbit bubble gum flava restaurant:panera drink:coke season:fall type of weather:rainy emotion:any one thats not apathy thing to do on a half day:sleep in and read :) late-night activity:read, talk on phone *sigh* sport:cheerleading haha city:chicago store:uhmm...the good kind? When was the last time you..cried:a few ( Read more... )

i feel crappy, sick wise ( Read more... )

some people are so kind and so sweet, when your with them. when your not its like this button clicks and you start to realize that yea, when your with them its amazing. but after that...its depressing. does he know how he makes people feel and just not care? does he not realize it? my friends do not deserve and more pain then they have. let her be ( Read more... )

i think things are finally starting to work out. i hope so anyway....sometimes i guess it takes time

why is she so special that she can do the exact same thing as me and be forgiven? was your friendship just that much more important? i guess so ( Read more... )

so today was really rad, thats right RAD ( Read more... )