The assassination of Martin Luther King Jr. has led to me not having class today. Non-PC and loving it. I like music; I'm glad that I have been enjoying such musical acts as Wilco, Nick Drake, and Jane's Addiction lately. Friday night was enjoyable, and no cops came to our party Saturday night. This pleases me as a second noise violation would have ( Read more... )

It's been over a month since my livejournal has been binary coded. A new semester has begun. I am only taking 12 hours. Having no classes earlier than 12 and no later than 3:15 will please me. I took a nap so I shan't be able to sleep for a while probably. I have lots of cool books now, including a Bosch book which I have wanted for ages and a ( Read more... )

i didn't write this with the intention of you reading it, i'm just expressing some thoughts ( Read more... )

When I was mad at you this summer and we talked at your house, you said that I was more importatnt to you than anybody and that you could never hurt me. I don't think either one of those statements is true. You constantly put all of the others guys in your life ahead of me. This weekend all I wanted to do was spend time with you and you stayed on ( Read more... )

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The woods behind my apartment are so damn awesome. I saw two deer and walked and walked and saw a treehouse and I'm gonna get some nails and a hammer and build more steps going up to it so I can sit in it. The trails are so clear and maintained. Jesus H. that was one of the best experiences of my life, I've never felt so good. I wish I could just ( Read more... )

it's cool to be relatively unimportant

I'm in South Carolina now visiting my family. When I got here my mom said I looked different. I said it was because my hair is getting long again and she kind of agreed, but that's not really it. I suppose mothers have a keen sense about their children like that, especially when it's been a couple of months since she has seen me. I am different now ( Read more... )

I don't want to be in college

I don't want to do any work

I'm tired of doing drugs

I want to be happy and care-free

I'm tired of thinking so much. My mind is exhausted from so much thought. Things are changing, I am changing, and I think I'm at some sort of crossroads in my life. Everything I'm doing here is pointless because it isn't leading to  ( Read more... )