I'm no longer using Grayveflower

My new lj name is YouSeeThrough

I need a fresh start...I need somone who wants me as much as I want them....I need a friend who doesn't judge...I need a lover who finds me irresistible...I need a job that respects me as a person...I need my own place just to call my own ( Read more... )

My life has turned into a downward spiral..I barely talk to Rachel anymore and the strain in our relationship gets worse by the day. All I do is work....I don't get weekends off and that was mine and Rachel's time..time that we don't have anymore. I have Sat. night off......I hope she'll be able to come over ( Read more... )

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This weekend kindof flew by.....I went on a date Friday...Well the date was half way over by the time he got there but it was fun none-the-less. Terry, Katie and I went to Pockets where we found Allen and Jamie..played some pool until Lurch came up with some guy named Scott (real gross guy, might I add) and David met up later. My date Chris didn't ( Read more... )

Today was just a day. Went to school..only slept in one class, I was proud of myself. Found out when exams are to be given...Holy Fuck do I need to study..I have two weeks ( Read more... )

Well it's the morning time and Adam and I woke up to his cell phone ringing and it was Patrick seeing if I could come into work...told him hell no...I had a hangover ( Read more... )

Had to wake up early this morning...bleh...Rachel left around 8 and Chunky left at 8:30 because she had work. We kicked Josh out around 1:30 last night....We decided to have a lezbo fest..lol ( Read more... )

I'm drinking with my girls Chunky (Shannon) and Rachel along with my friend Josh ( Read more... )