insomnia is great... during the day the suns out bright and i can sleep anywhere... at night i cant sleep for the life of me until the suns about to rise or has risen already ( Read more... )

Okay so all of my posts so far have been pretty well depressing... so Im gonna try and make one happy ( Read more... )

Im trying to be happy, i really am but its alot of hard work... Visiting my mom just makes me feel useless, helpless and insignificant all at the same time. No matter how many people I help, or what I do it seems like nothing if I cant help the people I care about. Ive been told I think too much, I care to much, and that at my age I should be ( Read more... )

So last night I get one of those gut feelings where you just know somthing aint right with someone close to ya... yet i try to write it off to paranoia and crash around 115 130 in the morning... then about quarter til 2 i get a call from my cousin. Shes lost in the woods about an hour and a half drive away... i get there in an hour and spend from 3 ( Read more... )