the biggest mark on the world a person makes is a a piece of stone

im so confused, am i special or not? why aren't i an exception and why did things change so suddenly, how did they change so suddenly, and what caused them to change? questions that should never have been questioned and answers that i dont have, these are the things i do not like

i think my body hates me, i couldnt finish breakfast today, and it was a single bowl of cereal, cereal i liked! this is bad.

our shift had just ended, we were clowns for kids, edward said i could go and he'd close up shop, so i quickly got dressed because there were still a group of kids waiting to be entertained and i had to get out of there as quick as possible. i get to my moped and realize i dont have the keys, i motion for edward to toss them to me, and he could ( Read more... )

i despise being subjugated to the same problems people in my age group go through, its seemingly futile trying to fight emotions, even ones i dont know how to express

first i felt like playing doctor, i was running around using a stethoscope on living things around the house, and whatnot, that turned into mad scientist when i started to use it to try and hear what bugs sounded like when i was squishing them, which led me to trying to diagnose why everyone in the family except me has had a cold or flu like ( Read more... )

have you ever been walking down the street and then you just hearing manfred mann's do wah diddy ( Read more... )

Dear Leo, I know I haven't written to you in a long time, and I know I could just as easily call you but I still dont like how I sound over the phone. Things are going as usual for me and nothing has changed. I hope you at least read this letter, I don't mind that you dont write back but I still miss you alot. I really don't have much more to say, ( Read more... )

Bells. "Wake up stupid," Cong was looking at me, "go get your breakfast back." Another cold morning and another day of feeding that bum Andrew. Today I was in no hurry, as I had spiked my Pop-Tarts with laxatives. A sister working as a nurse made for some easily missing medical supplies. The hole in that aluminum wrap was completely unnoticeable to ( Read more... )

I brought a blanket with me, one I got during my stay at Cal Poly. I lay there in the grass staring up at the clouds for what felt like hours. The wind was quiet and gusts interrupted the family of birds in a tree above me. Footsteps. I wake from my daydreams to see a person approaching, "Oh, hello." quietly exited my lips. They did not respond, ( Read more... )