With balled up fists, take steady aim ( Read more... )

i just want her to love me back.

sad

havnt eaten since friday (which if you know anything about me thats like not so good)

cried a lot

dropped 5 pounds in less than a week which is also like not so good

i think thai is in my future

the best way i can describe how i feel/felt/whatever is i walked up to the gates of hell and tried to be strong but midway through trying stand my ground i fall over and everyone around me circles me and laughs and kicks me in the ribs and somehow the person i thought i could count on being behind me no matter what hitailed the fuck out of there ( Read more... )

ok so my week ( Read more... )

i am e dating nicole

:)

starting at like 9ish tomarrow night its like for real dating :)

rad.

so i have a show on the 9th ath the internet cafe. fun. the drummer from the alliance i guess like wants to record my new band, so thats sweet. ummm 1000 plagues has a show with black dahlia murder on the 25th of febuary at st andrews hall/shelter so that will be sweet. ummmm yeah new years was fun, xbox 360 for hours lol. ok yeah that will be rad.

oh and today in like 20 mins i am going to a bunch of kid homes and stuff and taking them gifts for xmas :) its going to be rad :)
i dont know where we are going yet but it will be sweet when we get there :) yeah so if you wanna check out the news for this do it and tape it and give it to me so yea :)

just got done watching dukes of hazzard. its sweet as fuck. ummm i got 3 of my xmas gifts so far. a drum set (dw shattered glass with 2 mounted toms and 2 standing floor toms :) and the joey joridson pearl snare and a full new kit of symbols :)) a new ford explorer with an open bed :) and a new trailer :) so yeah its safe to assume that we got the ( Read more... )

so yeah i had a good thanksgiving today ( Read more... )