ummm... so no posts in a while... but i always do when i start feeling depressed or something epic happens ( Read more... )

ummmm i dont really have much to say

i have been writing alot
i got a gibson les paul and its the sexiest thing ever
i have a new phone and phone number so if you need it message me :)

yeah nothing else

a near miss or a close call, i keep a room at the hospital. i scratch my accidents into the wall.
i couldn't wait to breathe your breath, cut in line, i bled to death.
got to you there was nothin' left.

so i'm going trough some hard shit right now
i'm not really trying to have a gf but i like what i have wiht shay
she cares about me and i care about her
and it feels good when she holds my hand
and it feels good to wake up next to her
and it sucks she is scared that i'm falling for her.

so here is the gist of myh life ( Read more... )

i'm 21
i gave someone the oppertunity to say happy birthday
she of course didnt
its not that i like wanted her to because of anyother reason
just i wanted to see if she remembered
obvoisly not.

i'm not good enough for anything or any one ( Read more... )

faith clouded by fact

no god
no love

upset.
if my band gets a bad slot at a show, i'm upset
if i miss my favorite show on sunday night, i'm upset
if i need gas but i dont have the money, i'm upset

if that is upset, how do i feel right now?

i cant be destroyed every day.

happy april fools day from the biggest fool of them all.

<3 TJ