i need to cut myself loose. thinkin about shit that i cant do anything about or take part in is just dragging me down. its like a treasure chest that is tied to my ankle and i cant let go of it but its gonna drowned me. so ill just cut myself loose and let it sink so i can live. its not that the chest isnt important, it means alot to me but for ( Read more... )

i keep feelin this feelin of an impending doom in my stomach and everytime i dream or drift off it feels like my teeth are falling out. i dont no wat it is but i hav an idea wat it could b comin from

that last entry was BS. i no exactly wat i wanna do and where i wanna go. if i ever get like that again, all philisophical like, sumone beat me. im sure that this is where im goin.

wat do u do wen u get to the crossroad and walk a direction that ur happy with but then reach another one that has the same two paths but the other one has become evenly matched with the one u went before. both ways look so great but can i even go those direction. u dont no until u try but trying might destroy both paths. but i hav the time ( Read more... )

im so close to bein home yet im so upset about all this shit i hear. and i think "y do i care so much" but then its like "well cuz u care so much for the ppl and ur jealous, thats y u dumbass ( Read more... )

most ppl say they fear the unknown. but the the unknown is nothing. its aspects of the unknown that ppl are afraid of. the things that make u scared or worried or happy about the unknown are the things that get to ppl about the future and the unknown of the future. like the future isnt determined so y worry. its true that things are ( Read more... )

"Tp gain knowledge, you must have knowledge."

"Learn the rules, learn to break them."

"Even in this shit life, there are things that need to be chucked."

im done with ppl. i put to much effort towards them and the cost is outweighing the benefit. if ppl wanna talk to me theyll talk to me, im not gonna take the initiative.