its seems to b a common trend that ive been bein blow off by some of my friends. its like they forget or mehbeh they dont even no that im here. it was better wen i was gone cuz atleast everyone was all excited to see me wen i was visiting but now that im back for good its like "meh its just nick ( Read more... )

12 days until im done. the final strech
but as always the final strench is fuckin hard. its past that point where u feel no pain and after u start breathin hard. the pains caught up. so fuckin annoying

on another note. simply, y waste my fuckin time with ppl who dont wanna spend their time.

ive been tryin to come up with a new name for myself. i have a couple good ones. im keepin my first name and then mehbeh my last would b Ambros or Barone. and then a middle name like michael or coleman, mehbeh roland. idk......... ANYWAYS its harder than i thought. i need more names

for those who like there parents i salute you!!! i have no idea how u can do it, im curious.
mehbeh its just that mine happens to b a psyco BITCH!!

on a much much much better note. 3 WEEKS FROM TODAY THERE IS NO MORE BS IN COSTA RICA!!!

well graduations soon. my mom already planned the party for the day after i get back to civilization. itll b so great to finally get back to life, the life without having to b constantly watched or having 23453 people knowing exactly wat ur doin at wat time of the day, every waking moment (even the sleeping ones). i wanna get the fuck outta here ( Read more... )

ive started that last book of the most amazing book series in the world!!! the dark tower 7 the dark tower. so great! but its only the first chapter and a main character commits suicide!!! WTF IS THAT SHIT!! but so good so OISHII!!!!!!!!

"First comes smiles, then lies. Last is gunfire."

if i can catch on ill b able to draw first atleast, but who nos.

its starts as a shiver then moves to havin a tight chest and heavy breathing. then i just feel like my bodys liquid and i just feel comfortable ( Read more... )

i posted a quote a while back and i found the real one so here it is

"Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal,
wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth."

its from a song that i think is worth of many quotes.

i think that the best way for me to describe a problem sumone has or the shit ppl are dealin with interally that they havnt quite figured out yet is best put as an itch on the blind spot on ur back. like right in the middle that u cant quite reach. so how do u itch that part on ur back that has been buggin u? well y not just ask another person to ( Read more... )