Why do I keep getting my hopes up. It seems like everytime I make a plan it gets squashed on. Sigh, it just sucks I guess. It always happen that whenver i look forward to something it falls through. But I continue to hold hope, because it will work out in the end. It just sucks really bad in the now.

I AM HAPPY. I AM TOTALLY CONTENT. For really the first time in awhile I can truly say I am happy. It is great.

Wow, so what has it been almost 6 months. Well my inital feelings from my last post are still there for the most part. But I am pretty sure I would be missed. And What will be will be, and i cant change that, and i belive i have finally realized this and embraced it. It actually feels a bit wrong saying that I know I would be missed. But I ( Read more... )

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SO today I went to work, and then to my friends graduation. They where both fun. I am tired, and so g'nite.

Ok so this past week I finished up with school. GO ME I ROCK. That said, I am never screwing up that bad again. Wow that was bad.

Anybody that want so donate money to the get Mark a really cool computer thatwould be great. Lol, so hopefully before the end of june I can get it. But idk. We will see. Um, so, um, yea not much is going on right ( Read more... )

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Well it has been a long time. I have just kinda been drifting doing school and work. I belive that I am stable now. I had a time that I was worried, but that is done know. I am fine. Um well to start I am done with my classes. I have a month off, and that will help. I also havent talked to alisha in a really long time. That is also helping ( Read more... )

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I was watching the news, when out of nowhere so liberal randomly quoted John Stewart. His show is a comedic parady of the news and should not be qouted. It was funny. Yea