10 years later and I am still getting reminders to send you flowers for your birthday. Will never bug you again, but do think of you and hope life is rocking :) And still, ten years later, wish I could have apologized to you in person for everything that went down. One of my big life regrets. Happy birthday ( Read more... )

Lightly snowing today, it's really pretty...whole city is kinda hushed, kinda like they're afraid that if too much goes on there will be another snowpocalypse ( Read more... )

Hmmm, I remember the first time Julia made me angry enough to yell back at her. She was being so ridiculous and I had never before encountered someone as willing to simply fight dirty in arguments like that. No trying to fix anything, not really trying to do anything but hurt the other person. I remember yelling and I am not able to fight much ( Read more... )

So, Ica changed her profile pic to something she said she didn’t like, though I at the time did. I feel like it makes her eyes glow in a really cool way and as pretty as she is, it was a great shot. And it sucks not to be able to tell her I approve of the pic ( Read more... )

So, things ended with Crazy J last week. It’s weird, for such a short, not really intense relationship, I came out really the worse for wear. The things that girl said to me, all under the guise of being truthful, were rough. What’s ironic is that the entire time I’m there and she’s kinda ripping into me, I kept wondering who she was describing, ( Read more... )

Took a nap after work, had one of those horrible dreams about Mich. Why the hell can't I just friggin not think about her? Every time I've felt like this she's been doing something 'bad'. Oh well, I am tired of my imagination fucking with me like this ( Read more... )

So, happy birthday Mon, I'm sorry it's a bit late. Haha, wonder how long I'll just say it to myself, it would have been nice to someday say it to you directly. But regardless, hope it was amazing ( Read more... )

Woke up Sunday witht he worst headache I've had in years. Ugh. I struggled through breakfast with Ica and Derek but finally felt good enough to go see the Expendables with the boys. Might be one of the worst movies ever, don't go see it. Actually left me with a bad feeling in my stomach independent of the hangover ( Read more... )

I'm excited about this weekend. Unfortunately missed the meteor shower this morning (was going to try and get up at 5am), but the sleep was needed. Slept really badly, really bad dreams. I think it was because I got an email from Mich that somehow made me angrier than I was before. Gushing and sad and so full of shit. Sigh, I can't trust ( Read more... )

Last time I mention anything about her, I promise ( Read more... )