I've been wanting to update for a long time, but just never seem to get around to it ( Read more... )

A lot has happened in the last few weeks ( Read more... )

I am really, really tired of life in general. I wish I could just escape and go somewhere and be alone and not have to worry about anything. But I have nowhere to retreat to. Damnit.

My friends rock. I love them so much. I was very angry last night, asked them to come by and drink with me and a bunch of them did. We had such a blast (despite me blacking out and such!)

Parents' visit was very nice, even though I did offer them my room and thus pretty much did not sleep for a week. The sofa-bed thingy I was trying to sleep on was about a foot and a half too short for me. Oh well, they had a good time ( Read more... )

Facebook is the devil. I almost sent a message to Monika again, after promising both her and myself that I wouldn't do it again. I had her blocked for a while, but hell...that kind of self-control kinda fell apart eventually ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in forever, have lots to tell but just keep avoiding it. Don't really know why ( Read more... )

Coachella is quite awesome. Despite wanting to see my friends at reed and some mishaps at the festival, i made the right decision based on the right reasons and didn't let the wrong reasons keep me in pdx. And it's awesome here. Last night i saw amy winehouse0 tilly and the wall, julieta vandgas, peeping tom, faithless and bjork. So awesome. Today ( Read more... )

I am in a bad place right now, I feel lost. And I'm constantly sad. And pissed that I can't control my thoughts or emotions.
I need something to happen. I don't know what. Something big.

I got another interview at OHSU! And these people seem REALLY interested, even though it's the most bio-ey (no, that's not a word) of the positions I've applied for...thus the thing I have the least experience with ( Read more... )