its been a while since i've been on this thing.

Okay so i have messed up bunches this year but i am terribly sorry to everybody who had to be involved with my problems, i'm fixing them. i am going to try to start over in '06. no more lies, promises i cant keep, no more giving in to pressure, better grades, i'm starting over. i'm becoming somebody i dont want to be so i am going to stop it all ( Read more... )

okay wow so i havent updated in a looong time. i got a myspace now so yeah... anywho. I got a digital camera (finally) its so sweet! its the sony cybershot and its like--> <--- that thin, or close to it. its great. i had no idea how to turn it on though, till i found out i needed to charge the battery. I'm as blonde as a barbie as james ( Read more... )

Okay so i know that most of you guys just added me on Myspace. but i have a different name/profile thing now. its:

http://www.myspace.com/likethewingsonabutterfly

mmmkay. PLEASE be my friend. i have like 2 or 3 at the moment.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! AHH I'M SO PISSED!!! okay... *breath in, breath out* so I've still got headlice, tuesday my mom said that it was gone, but then of course, my luck, one more little fucker has to get in there and lay some more little fucking eggs. Look, you guys are basically the only people i hang out with, so check your ( Read more... )

AHHH!

MY BELLY BUTTON IS PIERCED!

I absolutely love it.

It didnt really hurt much.

I officially have the most coolest and awesome dad like ever in the world times four... million.

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okay so i didnt get to get my bellybutton pierced last night because apparently you have to be 16 but we are going to find another place today and just lie and say i am 16 so yeah ( Read more... )

AHHH GUESS WHAT?!?!??!?!

so Brittany is over here and we are going to old town and....
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I AM GETTING MY BELLYBUTTON PIERCED!!! YAY!!! i'm so excited/nervous

fuck it. fuck it all, i have given up. It would be pointless to even try. Nothing will work. She needs to go to fucking rehab.

blah blah blah. i'm so fucking random. i love it!