The reunion has come and gone... got back into town Monday night. It was pretty rough, to say the least... When my parents, brother and I weren't fighting, the old creepy family members were consumed in god's love (seriously... that's how the entire time around them was). My brother and I had a moment that we haven't had in years, and it really ( Read more... )

I got my Halloween costume, BITCHES!!! DAMN I'm so happy right now. XD

And as if I didn't rock hard enough, I also found a way to make someone else's Halloween just as fucking awesome.

I'm the shit.

So my dreams have grown increasingly disturbing. Lastnight, I had a dream that I was at my 'high school', which was really the layout of my middle school. The bell rang, and I remember heading towards my Italian class. When I got there, I was surprised to walk in to my grandmother teaching the class (which is not too off, considering she was my ( Read more... )

To my dad, on what would have been his 52nd birthday:

I miss you, and love you. I would give anything to bake you your birthday cake. Know that you're not forgotten. Happy Birthday.

Things to do/prepare for:

1- Final Interview at LCB, Sept. 13 @ 5:00 pm
2- Family Reunion, Sept. 20-24 in Upstate New York
3- Graduation from LCB, Oct. 13
4- Halloween Horror Nights, Oct. 28-29?
5- Halloween!!, Oct. 31

So starting from the top... I have my final interview with the people in Career Services at Le Cordon Bleu. It's the last step to worry ( Read more... )

Not knowing what I continue to put myself into is absolutely terrifying.

Please don't let me down.

Again.

I'm officially no longer an employee at Jaguar. This means I'm back at WSG, and I'm already bored out of my mind, like I expected. The funny thing is, I show up, and everyone's got this Why are you not in a kitchen somewhere? feel to them, and it's already beginning to make me think if I should really be here at all. Here, I take care of the shit ( Read more... )

    So I've decided I'm going to put my two weeks in. I'll be making the schedule for this week, and when I get my Final Evaluation back from the chef, then I'm going to drop the bomb. I've decided the stress and drama aren't worth it, as well as a thousand other reasons that only make sense for me to leave and stay at WSG full-time. Grades are ( Read more... )

Despite the complete and utter LACK of funds I have right now, I am in pretty good shape. Mentally, that is... As for the rest of me, I woke up with intentions to come to WSG and make some MUCH needed $$$, only to realize that I have to go to the doctor because of not being able to pee. Not fun. That alone pretty much ate up the rest of my funds, ( Read more... )

God, how I hate technicalities. Furthermore, I hate status. I hate how everything is ushered into a general category, then is expected to follow those rules. A prime example of this: relationships with people. Everything has to be officially stated to function. Then you have those people who believe that just because of their status, ( Read more... )