1.) You talked of the world and I hung on every word. You led the way and I followed your footsteps. You taught me it's ways, held my hand, and offered me everything it had to offer--I ADORE YOU ( Read more... )

I've always had more then I let on to. It was just that I didn't want to talk.

Hello my name is Jessica and sometimes boys make me cry. I am lonely, over worked, and my feelings are a little bit hurt. I sat alone in a pile of leaves today and cried, afterwards I felt as if I need to lay myself down for a nap; I felt like a toddler--I am nearly 21 years old. I don't know why I feel like I should have tantrums still ( Read more... )

It was a dark and mysterious night at 0 dark 30 when Emilee, Chris, and I decided to put the smashed pumpkin we found by the picnic table back together with ductape and small twigs. Needless to say there became quite a production on the porch of A house, and the pumpkin, in all of its finished glory looked worse then a typical dinner guest at ( Read more... )

So, I called Teryn.
I'm not really sure how that went yet. I've been thinking about if for a while now but I haven't come to any solid conclutions yet.
We didn't talk long and she said that she was going to call me back even though I bet she probably wont'.
I'm not super concerned about it, but I do hope she calles back.

I miss being surrounded by water.

I have to much on my mind and things are begining to feel complicated.
My support system is 0 here...I will keep control, I will keep control....

I need to be rocked.

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Boo!
hehe, didn't expect to see me there did ya?
Well surprize.
I love school, and out side of a little loneyness nothing hurts. I might need a note card for that...
I have met so many amazing people, learned so many amazing things...
Today I realized that my heart doesn't hurt anymore.
It's time for sweet dreams.

(xanga says more, sorry I'm

Do I have a plan? No, not really. But for once in my life I feel happy without one. I finally have someone looking out for me, someone who is leading me in the right direction and when your going in the right direction things just work out. That's why I don't have a plan. Here's what I'm thinking though ( Read more... )

What?? Who writes in live journal ( Read more... )