I hate myself. I worked so hard and gave up so much and this is the result? I just don't understand. Why don't they want me? Is there some genius drop-out who took my place. I don't be atransfer student. I thought I was good. I had worked so hard and this, bullshit, is what I get. Well, fuck you. Fuck all of you. I am so tired of making ( Read more... )

OK, so I think i found the perfect prom dress. The catch: I have to buy it offline. Shit.

Tell me what you think. The theme is The Great Gatsby (yea, I know, I hate it too) a.k.a the Roaring 20's

Poll The Perfect Prom Dress

Pictures of the dresses are below...

Dress A:

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I leave tomorrow for my Purchase audition, so yay me. Um, I should be back Monday morning (I am talkin 1am-ish), so my Cinderella castmates, please be kind ( Read more... )

OK, so I actually only have about one more day in the Big Apple (I have a 7:00 am flight on DEC 28). BUT! It goes out with a bang! Tonight, watching Kiss Me, Kate, cuz my mom isn't feeling well, so of course we can't go out. Katie went out with her friend Lizzy. I did a little shopping. TOMORROW! Chinatown for brunch with one of my dad's ( Read more... )

OK, real quick cuz I just spent 10 minutes writing this out only to have it deleted ( Read more... )

I finally got my transcipts. Two and a half weeks, that is how long it took. Why did I have to apply to SO many schools! Argh! That annoys me! Whatever. At least I have them now ( Read more... )

I wish to apologize for previous teen-angst ridden posts. Feeling better. Watched Colin Firth in leather pants. Feeling much better ( Read more... )

Just so you all know, the reason why I have not been in school is because, well, basically, my body has shut down on me. I knew it was going to happen soon. I was so stressed that I never gave my body a chance to rest, thus my immune sydtem weakened, THUS I am sick. Just letting you all kniw I didn't die, though I feel like I did. I probably ( Read more... )

Argh! Why is it that everytime I go to voice I also get a lecture! OK, so I am busy (doing what everyone else needs me to do) to audition...my mother has no reason to lecture ME about being busy. I prolly do more in a day than she does in a week. THERE I SAID IT! They want me to audition for Suessical at Miami Children's Theater. Ugh. Then I ( Read more... )

I realize that I could spend the rest of my life on the stage. Period. Without any sort of human communication. Hell, I'll do it for free. I will stay on the stage and run from reality for as long as possible. I realize what good actors are now. Good actors are the people who were never allowed to be children so now they express it as adults ( Read more... )