eating will be my demise... and school... actually, i just think itll just be me... it wasnt a great weekend for all reasons and none at all... but im sick of talking and thinking about it... so lets just leave it with.. i hate exams, and i need to snap out of this lethargic, pessimistic haze.. i need to control myself. damn.. i dont know why im ( Read more... )

hello... well im sitting in spanish once again.. its been quite a long time since i updated... mm ive been generally happy this week... i dunno, just happy, mostly for small things but also im getting more and more used to living here... the week has also been going pretty fast, which is nice... exams are coming closer but im suprisingly (and like ( Read more... )

im in a wierd mood right now... ive been kinda subdued all day.. but.. i dunno.. right now, i have suddenly lost all desire, or ambition that i ever had to get an education.. i dont feel like going to school let alone try to do well in school, i dont feel like going to university, i dont feel like trying to do well to get into med school... i feel ( Read more... )

soo.. its monday morning now and im in spanish.... booooriiing.. the weekend was really good... on friday, i just relaxed. on saturday, i went for a long run outside in the snow.. which was really peaceful and stuff... then we went out and bought skates for no other reason than "ur in canada now, u need skates" even though i dont even know how :S ( Read more... )

k.. im really really frustrated right now! i saw phantom of the opera last night (and loved it) and once again, feel like i dont belong in this world. Why couldnt i have been born in a time when there was still mystery, and spontinuity, and our lives weren't scheduled out until the day we die. the world these days is just so mechanical and life- ( Read more... )

im soooo relieved that im almost done with world freakin lit... my essay could be stronger, and when i told mr fulford a bit about it said he may want me to narrow it down even More (grrr *stabs imaginary fulford*) but at Least its done. im not happy with the content or structure of it, but i like the way some of the things are worded... even ( Read more... )

well all ive done all day is work or pretend to.. im really really stuck and sick of the world lit essay, and school work in general. i dont even want to go into it; Im weary of it all. so what should I do right now, while i once again procrastinate? ill write the enlarged list of my new years resolutions ( Read more... )

im not going to write much right now cause its three in the morning and i dont feel like being descriptive.. but i just wanted to write a short description of the past while, and whats been goin on ( Read more... )

the world is rather beautiful, I think

YEY theres like almost a foot of snow outside and christmas is JUST A DAY AWAY!!! wuhu... plus yesterday ma momma and i went out SHopping yesterday :D ...so now i do have a lot of presents under the tree... finally got winter boots which are sooo warm :D and not uggs... andre (youngest older brother) is here and weve been hanging out all weekend/ ( Read more... )